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河的表情

2015 07  22

想睡又睡不著的時候,常常聽布魯克納的第七號交響曲.我的床頭音樂之一.搖籃曲.聽著聽著,總是會睡著.有時在金鼓齊鳴中醒來,有時一曲終了,渾然不覺.在斷斷續續的聆聽中,河的表情逐漸浮現:浩浩蕩蕩的平穩大器;俏皮可愛的山澗支流;甜美的靜謐;江河滾滾的翻騰,宏偉莊嚴的氣勢…….不變的是一貫的沉穩.只知山的穩重,從來不知江河亦能如此.聽者我,彷彿在堅固小床的保護下,漂流在表情不同的河面上.這日午後,聽著第七號睡著,醒來.陰雨連綿,百無聊賴打開電視,正巧播放著布魯克納的第九號.於是,繼續航行在穩靜美麗的河面上.

2015 10 14

不眠的深夜,聽著舒伯特的D958,D959.聽完,我細細看了CD小冊的說明.D959的Andantino,是這麼寫的: 

The Andantino is one of Schubert's most tragically tormented movements. The opening atmosphere is wretched and desolate: to a simple, rocking accompaniment a melody unfolds which seems to circle insistently around its first note, as if weighed down by a painful burden.There is a shattering transition to the central section, a wildly delirious explosion in which it would be pointless to seek the outline of a theme:fragmentary motifs pile up on one another, with strikingly original harmonies and modulations, in a kind a access of pain remarkably close to the consciousness of contemporary music.Then the desolate calm of the first episode returns, enriched with variants which merely make its pain more intense. 

寫得好好.具體化了我的感覺.

和S吵架.一整個無法休息.幸好有音樂.早晨時我又聽布魯克納第九號.人處在緊張的情境裡感觸會特別靈敏嗎?聽了好幾遍的這首曲子,彷彿初次聆聽般,把所有的細節都聽進去了.原來布魯克納是這般低調的偉大.好像在聆聽自然:高山深谷,清風溪澗.悠然靜美.然後支流匯聚成巨流.波濤洶湧,浩浩湯湯,動態與靜態的壯美.一波又一波的伏筆推堆出狂瀾,而後又是雨過天青的恬靜.比諸大自然,人生不也如此?有靜有動,有張狂有安詳.......